Blog

Long-form dumps from my head—work, tech, life, and the odd late-night rant. Read at your own risk.

• Mar 12, 2025

  21 Guns

  Some songs hit different when life throws you into chaos. Green Day’s “21 Guns” is one of those. Lately, one part of the lyrics has been stuck in my head

• Jan 29, 2025

  Vanilla Cream

  Eight months of the same cycle: laptop, cats, and overwhelming loneliness in my bedroom. This month, I finally decided—enough. Enough of locking myself in this situation, enough of letting my mind spiral into dark thoughts.

• Oct 8, 2024

  It is Wake Up O'clock

  These past few weeks, I’ve reached the lowest point of my life. Drowning feels like an understatement. Words don’t help anymore—not from friends, not even from professionals. I’ve failed before, but never fallen this deep.

• Sep 29, 2024

  2019, Take me back

  There’s something about that year that refuses to let go of me. The perfect clouds drifting over campus, the unbeatable energy of student life, the way Bandung’s cool air felt on my skin.

• Sep 12, 2024

  Life update

  Well, buckle up. The past few months? A complete rollercoaster. Let’s just say, life didn’t just throw me a curveball—it launched a whole freakin’ storm.

• Jul 18, 2021

  An unexpected journey

  There’s something cruel about loving something so much that you decide to make it your life, only to watch that love slowly suffocate under the weight of necessity.